These past few days were really... whatever...

Think its just too much for me...these few days, I've haven't been able to set my emotions right and I can't believe I even cried in my sleep and woke up laughing with tears rolling down my checks. Guess its just me...I guess. I do hope I'll get over it as soon as possible...I know you will tell that I would tell me I will but, it won't be easy...I know saying this will hurt you but...this is the forth time I've to mend my heart again...and it won't be easy to mend a broken, broken, broken, broken heart. Its the same as gluing a broken glass again and again but with smaller piece of glass each time it breaks. I'm sorry for saying all this things to hurt you. I'm really really sorry... But at least...you're not avoiding me. Some people treat me like plague and avoided me and the feeling of being shunned doesn't leaves. But...to have things like relationships involved is really...

Think that's all I've gotta say today...

~Oyasumi~Nasai~
~しょうたろ~あいか~

P.S: sorry...